Beautiful World

Holy fudge...@.@

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 11:51:34 GMT

Abow, Square pulled one hell of a backstab at the Microsoft conference the other day @.@
FFXII is no longer a PS3-exclusive, it will also be released for xbox360 (-.-) in the west (it will be released exclusively for PS3 in Japan seeing that the Japanese gamers ain't feeling xbox at all...)

We stared at the computer screen a couple of minutes in complete grossified awe when this dude came out at the end of the conference showing the FFXIII trailer looking all happy and stuff, it was kinda funny when you think about it.
We were five people sitting around the computer and we all went "No ****ing way..." as we watched the trailer - I could only describe it as public humiliation for Sony...like seeing how Sony walks in on Square and Microsoft in bed...and then stand there in the tense and awkward atmosphere @___@

According to an interview with Kitase and Hashimoto FFversusXIII is still exclusive to the PS3 but yknow, so was 13 until very recently (-.-)

My God, the world is no longer what it used to be.

ish ded

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 23:15:53 GMT

First time in a while that I have time to spare @.@

We just got back home from the MIYAVI-CONCERT!!!!! God, I'm so beat!! The concert was bloody awesome - awesome in a cookiejar <3<3<3 The crowd was a little rough at the beginning but we managed - my sister got to TOUCH the man *______________* She was so friggin hyped, she adores him and worships him like a God!!

Annish met up with us there, we saw Emmish and Jessica and Lina ^o^ Gaahhh, I can't believe the concert's over ;_;
The day has revolved around the concert today, we got up at 7 (in the morning) went to the gym, got home, ate breakfast, got ready to go, went, got in line around 2 and waited 'til 7:30 (evening) to get in, concert started at 8:30, we rocked 'til we nearly dropped for about two hours and a half, and then the trip home - tomorrow's gonna be one of 'em lazy days, I think :P

The trip to Spain was a blast - I can't believe how fast the week there went, but still we managed to do a crapload of stuff - we climbed up a mountain in 40 degrees Celsius *_*, we took a boat around a smaller part of the Mediterranean, we we're out in bars watching the football-games and dancing (met a hilarious English-dude there XDD) we hanged at the beach, went on shopping sprees...ouf - more intersting stuff; besides the English-dude, who btw was so out there I nearly died laughing, we made friends with an awesome Indian dude and another English-guy who my brother nearly beat in pool and a group of Spanish-people in one of our more regular hang-out-places "Arenas" :D

Ok, so I have to tell about the first English-guy - all the bars/restaurants in Alicante that are by the sea have no "entrance-wall", it's all out in the open. So we were walking down the street and it was pretty late - around 2-2:30 in the morning - and we hear someone singing karaoke in one bar and it's a romantic angsty ballad and we see this guy dancing like crazy to the song and he spots us and he comes running out, jumping right in front of me and he his this wicked smile and he goes like,
"Hey, you ready for this?" and I'm like, "What?" and he says, "This. Ready or not here it comes," and the other dude in the bar comes to the high notes in the song and this English dude rocks on with everything he's got and I can only laugh 'cause it looked so out of place XDD
We talked a bit - he really is an awesome guy, Mike was his name - I'm glad I remembered XP

As it seems now, I might have a week or so to chill at home before going to Finland on one of those cruisers ^w^ Crisis Core in English came the other day so I have something to do while resting XP Plus I have that Crazy-Rabbits-Game to finish and I'm curious about FF10 *-*

~::~::~::~::~MYVROCKZZ~::~::~::~::~

<3<3<3<3

~Nikki

PS: Passed all the tests I had to pass GYAAH! D:S

Brain in stand-by-mode

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:02:24 GMT

Gods, the day's first break is here and I need to vent a little *-*

I've been studying like there was a test tomorrow @.@ Almost a month raw studying from dusk 'til dawn and I can only hope that the test that I actually do have tomorrow goes in favor for my future :D

At the moment am in Lantis, in one of the computer-rooms in campus and I must say that it smells like someone died in here *___* and I can't find a window that can be opened. So I'm breathing into my clothes and hope to God that the smell won't tear my brain apart so that all the info I have stored goes lost o''o

I wrote my first academic essay last week, I'm hoping that I'll pass @.@ and after the test tomorrow I'll go to Spain to chill for a week and once I get home we'll probably go to Finland and hang there for a while and after that (!!!!) it's Miyavi-time!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Looking forward to it!

Yesterday me and my brother watched Cold Case and wow, I was almost moved to tears - I mean it was so UNFAIR!!! It was about this Japanese family that lived in the States during the world war and how after they were released from the camps had to deal with not only the death of their son that died for a country he hated (the US) but also with the murder of the father of the family only a couple of days upon release.
After that we saw a documentary-ish movie about the climate problem and how it could end up if we don't do something soon; and I decided that it's time to make some serious changes - in my life that is.
I am kind of doing what I can at the moment; I don't eat meat, the fish I eat comes from Sweden so it doesn't have to use much transport, in my family we separate the trash, we don't have a car, we don't travel by airplane (we will now on Wednesday though, for the second time in our lives so...yeah, not much) we usually don't go by bus either, if we're going a distance we can walk, we walk - what we have to do is to not use so much electricity. Our computer is almost on entire days, sometimes the TV is on when no one is looking, we have to get better on not turning on lights we don't use - but we're getting there.
So the movie was indeed very inspirational.

Buuut breaktime's over now, back to studying!!

xoxo

Nikki

L'arc~En~Ciel <3<3<3<3

Sat, 10 May 2008 20:08:24 GMT

Me and my sis got back from Paris two hours ago ~ we were there four days and we had a BLAST :D
We saw the Triumph Arc, the Eiffel Tower and that other weird building that's like an office building ~

We got a room with a beautiful view at the hotel Ibis by the huge park in which Le Zenith is located - gaaah I'll take those other details later!!!

So there we were, it wasn't as hot as it had been the other days but standing there for four hours took it's toll. It was PACKED with people and those who came from other countries were a little irritated by the fact that no one amongst the security or informers spoke english (me included).
Behind us stood some really annoying spanish guys who where whining ALL THE TIIIME. "Oh if we would've been in Spain.." "oh god people are so embarrassing" (some fans were singing Laraku songs out loud and cheering and just having a good time and those tight-asses were the ughiest party-poopers -.-) but to hell with them :D

So we got in and the first thing we did was to go to the Goodieshop, the thing was that we were 6000people trying to get to the goods and me and my sis got behind two guys while there were girls on the other two sides of the counter and they were getting all the attention so me and my sis decided to changed tactics and stand behind them...and lean over the counter XDD and it worked ^^;;

So we got the goodies and hurried to get our seats. While waiting the crowd did some waves (awesome waves btw) and then suddenly the lights when out and a countdown began and Hyde's voice could be heard *__________________________*

Immediate death, honestly and then the curtains fell and THERE THEY WERE!!!
L'ARC EN CIEL WERE RIGHT THERE!!! God, we screamed our lungs off!!! GAAAH!! They are just sooo friiggiin adorable *_____________________________*

My entire body aches thanks to all the jumping and waving and dancing and screaming...

They all sang (Stay Away) Ken was beyond cute when he spoke french and ended up reciting a menu XDDD and during a song there was a problem with the equipment so they had to stop and when they came back up Ken said "I'm sorry about that, I had to go to the toilet. There were two big ones and a little that came out" XDDDDDDDDDDD

And then there was one time when Hyde spoke in Japanese and said something about Ken saving them and that they would allow him (Ken) to have some sake later XDDD

It was really cool how they managed to blend old songs with new songs (I EFFIN LOOOVE "SEVENTH HEAVEN" FROM THEIR NEW ALBUM KISS <3<3<3<3<3) a few of the classics were Kasou, Ready Steady Go, Stay Away, Forbidden Love and Anata (<3<3<3<3<3<3)

I wanna see them again!!!!! *____________*

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

-_-;;

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 18:29:11 GMT

Right now, life feels ugh.

Well, not life itself - I'm having one of those ugh-moments. It'll pass, probably very soonish but at this very moment life feels disgusting *_*

It's kind of like when you start questioning the purpose of everything? And everything just feels flat? Like, "What's it matter anyway? It's not like anyone will care in a hundred years from now"-type of feeling...

It's really uncomfortable. Especially since it totally kills my fangirl-mood. I basically label myself as an idiot when I'm like this. A little voice starts to nag about how much time I spend on useless stuff when all that time could go doing something constructive; like finding the cure for cancer...

And that thought is followed by some serious, internal head-desk:ing. And then the anxiety follows...

People around us have started to ask when I'm getting married *____* I'm friggin 19 years old and they want to know when I'm getting married!! I can't be seen with a guy alone without having rumours about that being my new mr prince charming.
And I feel like vomiting ~ not because the thought of getting married makes me sick...
...ok, so it does but -

....the thing is that the mere thought of having to adjust to someone else's wishes, dreams, needs makes it hard to breathe *___*
I like it how it is now - once in a while I meet up with guys that are cuddle-able, fill my boyfriend-quotient and then I don't need anything like that for a while ^^;;
Although school's been taking all my time and energy lately....

Ohh! Which reminds me, this really cute thing happened today on my way home. I was waiting for the train at school and I was reading the newspaper in my own little world when I see that someone's trying to get my attention.
I look up and it's this guy from my first Japanese class! And we start talking about stuff and he's really nice to talk to. He said he wanted to keep up his Japanese studies but that it went to fast for him at the Uni and he was studying sociology now.

We had a great time talking and when we got to my stop we said good bye and as I was walking out of the train I realized that I don't know his name *_____________*

It's the same thing with the Suzu-look-a-like!! I never got to know his name! ;_;

Tomorrow's a loooong day. I'm hoping that Ogawa-sensei will inspire me as always ~ he is so passionate about the things he does that it's hard not to be inspired. It's like his research means the world to him and he expects us to feel something similar.

Uuugh, there should be pills for this!!! >_

holy shiet

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 21:10:40 GMT

Dude, the tickets for the Miyavi-consert in July were released today at 12:00 and um...around five-ish they were all sold out @_@

....

I bought three tickets the second I got home, which was five past twelve (thank God) so I have my butt on dry land - but still...

Words on the street says that Miyavi's first stop in Europe is here, in Sweden :D That little rascal ~ he wants a piece of what Ayabie got when they were here...I dunno what that fuss was all about though *_*

I'm kinda praying that I won't have to wiggle my way through a crap-load of 13 year old over-the-friggin-top-omgkawaii-fangirls...I will weep the tears of sadness if I have to hear them squeal about them being Miyavi's fans for "liek eveerr!" *highpitched voice* "omg,I've known him for like, omg, I dunno, a month?<3 He's so ka-wah-ih"

...and there's the twitch under my eye *_*

Won't 'cha look at the time ~ John Blund has come to take me away to SleepyLandia ~~~

...phew _

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 14:33:34 GMT

Good gracious, it's been hectic ~ super hectic lately.
Me and my baby-sis have been planing to go to France and see L'arc~en~ciel *___*
The tickets for the concert are now bought and tomorrow I'll buy all the other stuff we need so the show is on the road...heee~ <3<3<3<3

@_@ I am feeling a little worried though...I'm a pessimist most of the time so I'm still holding my breath...

But I'm still hoping for the best ~ ^-^

Other good news, MIYAVI is coming here, TO EFFIN SWEDEN!!!!!!!!!!! \(^o^)/
He'll be here in July, tickets are coming out in april and I'll be buying 'em the second they come out :D

I've been so busy that I haven't even started with my applications for jobs in summer -_-;;
Another thing to do tomorrow...

The weekend was crazy @_@ - it started on Thursday and ended on Sunday morning...I thought we were going to have a calm, laid-back time at the bowling-hall (we and a coupla' dawgs went bowling) but it was crazy XDD We ended up running like maniacs to catch the last bus, we bought a crapload of candy...just - wow, came back home and watched a Thai-horror movie called Shutter (American version out - severely butchered though) and we were scared to death and beyond @____@ A must-see for horror-fans
We were up almost all night talking about random stuff - I must say that I was the first one to go out though :P

On the second day a snowstorm came down and we were out drenching each other in snow, we ran around for like the entire day before going back in to eat and watch some other movies ("Life", "Dumb and dumber", "Cat", "La Vita e Bella")...the day after that we were soooo sore that we couldn't move...I thought I was going to die...

Yesterday was all about cleaning - I cleaned for all I was worth and I baked some cinnamon-rolls :D...and played some Kingdom Hearts (Seph needs a chillpill, seriously - it was effin overkill what he did o''o)

First thing I did today was to go to the gym - it felt sooo good to go there again for the first time since Thursday *_*

So, plans for tomorrow - Project France, and start planning for Thursday (and hopefully study a bit *-*)

~chu

I've decided you can do worse than a female proxy for me

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 21:40:32 GMT

XDDD

Me and my siblings have been watching the latest season of House today ~ I'm sick so I had no other choice than to be home - that's not the point though.
We just finished watching the season and well this post might be kind of spoilery....
...I repeat in bold letters just in case, POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR HOUSE MD AHEAD!!!

OK, so, House has his new team and everything seems to be going good - House has been tormenting Wilson because seemingly Wilson has a new girlfriend he hasn't mentioned and House being House had to find out who she is and so he follows Wilson into a restaurant and sits down at Wilson's table trying to get information when Wilson's date shows up...
...and holy hell he's dating the cutthroat bitch *___________*
So there's a moment of "WTF?!" and well, House can't drop it ~ he KNOWS that the woman is up to no good and is probably taking advantage of Wilson to get back at him for firing her.
So he tries to get to core of it before things get out of hand ~ he follows Wilson to an Asian restaurant where Wilson meets up with the Bitch (I actually have no clue as to what her name is ^^;)
They speak for a while and then the Bitch decides that they've been waiting for a table for too long and she goes to head waiter neverminding Wilson's protests which House finds hilarious.
And well, House notices that Wilson actually LIKES the Bitch and he can't understand why, she is everything a woman shouldn't be to attract Wilson ~ she isn't needy or vulnerable and so House starts to talk about how off that is and names a few of her less adoring qualities;
"You like her personality! You like that she's conniving. You like that she has no regard for consequences. You like that she can humiliate someone if it serves - oh my God, you're sleeping with me..."

XDDDD
Me and my siblings were like O.o "Aw-kwaaard~"
Wow, and the re-encounter after that one - my baby brother was sitting with this face õ_Õ;; XDDD
House is keeping an eye on the elevator while they're running a differential and when he sees Wilson he skips out and they start talking and finally Wilson says;
"House, you're right. Why not? Why not date you? It's brilliant! We've known each other for years, we've put up with all kinds of crap from each other and we keep coming back. We're a couple!"
And House's like;
"Are we still speaking metaphorically?"

That episode was awesome ~ we still don't like the Bitch though -_-
I wonder when the next season starts *-* I need more House!

Ugh, I can't believe I'm sick again though'...it all started yesterday when I suddenly got a fever and I was freezing and my bones felt like they were crumbling. I gotta be healthy by Monday though, can't afford to miss class - regardless of how boring they are and trust me when I say they're boring ~ I think Devine Powers are trying to teach me something about patience - either that or I'm being drained on patience. Or tortured.

One other thing, Yashikute Toge ga Aru - I just, oye, Sessi, por si vez esto antes q hablemos; nena, de subirme la fievre la subio pero bien subida. Osea, ya mas a'l infierno no puedo caer XDD Eso si,todavia me qda por escuchar, e escuchado casi todo el primer disco, un poco del ultimo y me qda el segundo ~ me 'an dicho q ay un freetalk (??) En todo casos llamame en cuanto veas esto, si?

*pops a painkiller*
I don't get how House can just swallow his pills without water *-*

Bai~

Wuah...

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 14:32:20 GMT

It's been a while *-*...

The winter-holiday was quite a blast, I've been hanging around with people, chillin' doing holiday-stuff...

I'm back in school, I miss Gunnar-sensei though o''o The teacher we have now comes no where near him in teaching ~ I folded four different paper-figures during class today and I also drew some strange drawings and I "coloured" them.....oh and I read three sentences out loud...and fixed my nails and wrote stuff like "Please, dear God..." *_* I haven't done that since high school, doing anything but paying attention that is ^^;;

Anyhoo me and my sister watched Saw IV a few days ago - the movie sucked but the ending was WUAH, not because it ended but because of what was there. We tend to watch the movies until the ending credits have all rolled by so we heard the theme song of Saw IV and we we're like, "This song sounds too good to be American *_*" and we listened to it and my sis said
"I don't care, this dude has got to be Japanese," and the song gave off these jrock-vibes (?)
So a couple of days went by and today she started to listen to it again and she told me she really wanted the song so I told her to download it and apparently she didn't know the name.

So we watched the ending credits again and guess what group preforms it ^__________^

XJAPAN!!!

We were like O_O for a few seconds, and then we watched the PV and the tribute they made for HIDE got me all choked up ~ the song is so brutally beautiful. I get chills, I've heard it like ten times in a row now and I still get chills.

“I’m calling you, dear/ Can’t you see me standing right here/ Life is bleeding from fear/ I’ll give it straight from my vein.”

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 07:38:30 GMT

In 2008, chicasumi resolves to...

Give some getbackers to charity.
Get back in contact with some old horror movies.
Drink four glasses of fanfiction every day.
Pay for my shake_it_buddys on time.
Learn to play the manga.
Backup my japanska regularly.

That's bloody creepy XDD
What does "Learn to play the manga" mean?? XDD

Anxiety~

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 21:54:21 GMT

Man, I don't know what the F's wrong with me lately - I've started to BLUSH!!! I haven't blushed since 6th grade and ~gaahh, I don't know - it doesn't make sense at all.
And it makes me laugh too...I mean, c'mon! XDD

I blame it on the Suzu-look-a-like! XDD

Awesome day today - school started 8:00 in the morning, yes..and ended 17:00 in the evening, I kid you not.
I haven't had a full school day and stayed for the entire day since - wow, um, 10th grade?
We started off with a 2h 20min long movie, I didn't have high expectations for it - the movies we've been shown haven't always been worth mentioning, if you get my drift :P
But this one was actually really good, I mean we have seen good movies like:
"Daremo Shiranai", "Zatoichi", "Go", "Tokyo Monogatari" was so-so and "Sansho the Baileef" was so-so too....don't get me started on "Erosu purasu blah", we endured like an hour and a half before finally deciding that torture wasn't really in our best interest XP

Anyhoo, the movie we saw today was called "Lily Chou-chou subete-"something, quite intense, disturbing and the soundtrack was awesome - the movie was followed up by a lecture of the Japanese Educational system - very interesting, I must say and that just there were 5hours that just flew by *_*

After that we had a two hour break before next class so we rehearsed on a play in Japanese - it was the assignment for today's conversation class and we did the script on our own (well, Emma did XP) and it was hilarious.
I was the Girl, Emma was the Guy, Roi was the Guy's Friend and the Thief!Rabbit (with the cutest ears ever! XD) Per was the Guy's CoWorker and Niklas was the Narrator.
So, the Guy had been talking to the Girl over a dating-site for some time and he calls her up to see if she wants to catch a movie or something (Godzilla XD) and she agrees.
They decide to meet up at a park and the Guy leaves his umbrella on a park-bench and the Girl had brought her Love-Diary with her (y'know so that she and the Guy could share secrets with each other) but since they were going to take a small walk in the pretty empty park she decides to trust him and so she leaves the book on the bench.
They walk away when suddenly, the infamous Thief-Rabbit shows up (I kid you not, people died laughing when Roi sneaked out in his rabbit-ears and took the book and the umbrella - our teacher especially).
They come back and their stuff's gone and the Girl goes hysterical, 'cos y'know, her love-diary has been stolen...the Guy is worried for his umbrella so she smacks him over the head, calls him an idiot and runs away...
A few days later at the Guy's job the CoWorker asks him about the date but the Guy doesn't want to talk about and then the Friend shows up and asks him about the date and the CoWorker insists that he wants details!
So the Guy tells them the story and the CoWorker's all "Well,that's too bad...so you want tea or coffee?" XDD and the Guy's like "Uhh, tea?" and they take a zip and fall into silence and the Friend says "Women, huh?" and the Guy goes "Yeah...women..."
and then there's an awkward silence and the CoWorked goes, "What great weather we have today..."
Narrator; OWARI! :D

We were loved XDD The other groups were awesome too!! <3<3 We all got the same pictures to work with but we all got different stories so it was really interesting and hilarious to watch. The last group, Alex's group, were a bit uncoordinated but still it was awesome; the narrator said "On this beautiful day Mr. Tanaka met a pretty woman..!" and Alex who played Tanaka, looked down at her script and the first thing she said (in Swedish) was "Holy shit.." XDD

All in all, a great day to be alive :D!!!!!

Tomorrow's all about studying, we're meeting up at school and so help me God I need all the studying one can cram up in three days ~ the big Test is on Tuesday and I'm thinking of taking some tranquilizers :S

But now, I have to go to sleep, I have to be genkisugiru tomorrow!

~rabuuu

Distant Worlds ~ <3

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 07:42:53 GMT

THE consert took place yesterday in Konserthuset, Stockholm and it was woooorld-premiere :D:D:D We were actually first and it's SO AWESOME!!!
Nobou Uematsu was there looking really cute in a black suit with Japanese sandals ^w^ We didn't get to greet him though, the Meet&Greet-tickets were sold out (surprise, surprise)

We had the greatest time there. The seats were top-notch and it wasn't hard to find them :P
Around 19:15 they started to let us in - there were quite a few people there already, buying T-shirts, Distant Worlds-album (which by the way was released yesterday at the concert ^o^) and posters with the logo on ~ there was this one dude that was standing just a feet or two away from us and he was doing this imitation of CrisisCore!Genesis and at first I was "Wuah, he's played Crisis Core!!1" and then he did the imitation of when Genisis says "Oretachi wa monsta da" in this really monster-ish voice XDD...I later figured that Crisis Core is the 2nd most bought game in Webbhallen...how that's possible, I don't know - I don't think they're selling the Japanese version which is the only one out so~ maybe it's that pre-ordered XDD

So we went in, mingled a little while they let us go take our seats and while people were mumbling this guy comes out on stage, picks up the mic and everyone shuts up.
XD friggin amazing
The man turned out to be the boss of Konserthuset and he told us how it all had gone down ~ Arnie Roth wanted to start with this new project "Distant Worlds" and they had decided to record it here in Sweden and the Boss was really excited and went with it - on one single condition - that they did the first concert here.
The crowd went wild XDD He must have been feeling like a genius, which he totally is btw!
And then he introduced Arnie Roth, the crowd kept going wild, I kid you not.
Arnie called this place "His home away from home", told us we should be proud to have such an institution that isn't afraid of doing dare-y things :D and I think we all were *giggle*

He then introduced the orchestra, the choir - thanked Square Enix for trusting them with this, introduced the representative of Square Enix and his son - many, many applauses...and then he introduced Nobuo Uematsu and everyone cheered and clapped and turned to get a good look at the man behind the music :D
They started with the maintheme of FFVIII, lovely visuals went with that - the choir was really good..Liberi Fatali it was called.
This was followed up by "To Zanarkand" from FFX - very pretty indeed.
Then there was FFVIII's "Don't be Afraid" - which started with a dog barking and then the sound of Squall, Zero and Rinoa running...which made people laugh, it was cute ^o^ and to mention the obvious, really good.
After that one came FFVII's "Aerith's theme" - trés jolie...and very nostalgic actually.
FFI-III's "Medley 2002" came up afterwards - I had never heard it before but I enjoyed it :D
FFV's "Dear Friends" was up next - a song I believe they had a soprano for...*thinks*...or maybe not...
FFIX's "Vamo alla Flamenco" was really nice with it's spanish vibes :D It will forever bother be though that I could not pinpoint the guy who played the shells.
FF's Main Theme was the song they played before the pause, where people gathered to discuss what they've just seen...ok, so not discuss..more like fangirl/boy over what they just had seen XP
Anyhoo, people came back in, so did Arnie - he talked a little more and then they played FFVII's "Bombing Mission" - I was full of glee <3
FFVIII's "Fisherman's Horizon" was the song they preformed live for the first time and I liked it alot. I loved the visuals too - especially when the "evil"(?) blond guy is fishing and he then looks to his side and sees that someone else got a fish and then he's all PO'd and this other guy is super happy and this girl kicks him off the bridge...hilarious XD
FFXI's "Memora de la Stono - Distant Worlds" was wuah-powerful, this is the song where the soprano comes out and it was sooo very prettiful <3
FFIV's "Theme of Love" was up next - I've never really been fond of that song but in live, ouf - I drifted away into a dream world XP
FF's "Swing the Chocobo" came like a surprise for me - the song was funny and so were the visuals with it XD and it swinged!
FFIII's DS-version OP came up next and Arnie was not kidding about the spectacular graphics ~ there was this girl in there dressed in the most beautiful green I've ever seen *-*
FFVIII's "Love Grows" was a really adorable piece with lots of footages of Squall and Rinoa - I had no clue that they grew old together and I wonder whose grave Squall is visiting in the end *-*
FFVI's "Maria and Draco" was opera *___* I've been thinking of going to the opera for some time but that piece made me decide that I have got to go to the opera ASAP - they were that awesome *___*

So, the program was over, we applauded and applauded until Arnie came back out again and did the encore; FFIV's "Terra"-something...towards the end of that song names started to show up on the screen ~ Tetsuya Nomura amongst others and all the big names got good rounds of applauses...especially Nobuo Uematsu :D
When the song ended I was thinking, "So they really aren't going to preform One-Winged Angel?;_;"
The song had been taken off the progam just a few days before the concert apparently - Nobuo came out on stage and the man got quite some love from all of us - I KNEW there was going to be someone yelling "Daisuki", what I didn't know was that it would come from a guy that made it sounds like more of a threat than whatever it is supposed to sound like XDD
Arnie came back out on stage, took the mic and went, "Well, you didn't really think I would leave without that song..."
Holy mother, did we scream, applaude, stomp and what not to show or euphoria? And as soon as the song started people sat back and enjoyed - I got to hear One-Winged Angel live ^______________________________________________________^
The girl that sat beside me went all "iiih" silently when Kadaju showed up on screen :D I was all "iiih" when the scene with Cloud on the cliff next to the Buster Sword and with a long Zack-flashback ^o^
My arms hurt from applauding so much, I felt deaf after the concert was over - but damn it was soooooooooooo worth it <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I thought that maybe Nobuo would walk around the city today like he did the last time he was here but I had totally forgotten that last time was during summer and he could then wear his kimono without freezing his behind off ~ not like today, it's surely super-windy, 20 degrees below zero and rain-snow is probably threatning to fall down anytime now.

....I am happy! Oh, so happy! I am happy and witty and gaaay, and I piity any girl, who isn't meee todaaay ~ <3<3<3<3

~chu

giggles madly

Sun, 04 Nov 2007 10:04:02 GMT

I was at my first Yaoi-con yesterday!! ^_______________________________^
And dudes, it was awesuuuum...it was the first yaoicon ever held in Sweden, I believe...although I wouldn't quote myself on that ^^;;
The people there were really nice (and very funny) XD I went there with el Linnish and we arrived around 13:00...we met Emma at the mal twice and she kindly guided us to where the con was located - God knows where we would've ended up if she hadn't XDD
'nyhoo, we got in line and there were two guys ahead of us (there were surprisingly alot of guys there! So verii awesum! *-*) and then two girls dressed as the mushrooms from Super Mario, one was green and the other was red and they pointed at one of the guys and went "Ohmigod, a guy!" and this dude started to look around and then went "Wha? I don't know what you're talking about *-*"

XDD

We walked around the shopping-area and I was going to buy a book called "Faghags" (XDD) but I didn't...I bought the first volume of Yellow - I was going to buy the 3rd volume of "Little Butterfly" but they didn't have that one ;_;

We got in time to see the last part of a "lecture" on yaoi and it was really entertaining - it was like being in a forum...but with people in real life XDD
Emma had a lecture about the yaoi-genre "Bara" - her favorite genre :D Trés sugoi...I would love to read the essay she might write - wonder if Junko-sensei would have to read it as well XD
While looking around for more manga, Linnish pointed at one and that made us talk about what type of manga you could read in your living room amongst your family.
I mean, sure, I like to chock my family as much as the next person but I feel that sometimes they wish they could raise their eyebrows high enough to pop them out of place just to show me how far up on the "wtf?!"-scale they are XDD

But they don't...mainly because they knoooow that I like to chock them - like when I was five, we were at a family reunion and I walked up to mom and said "Mom, don't forget to take that little pill so that you won't have any more babies."
And mom has told me that the family in that room went Ô_Ô...

So anyway, we started to talk with a girl in front of us about certain manga and I think I might start reading FAKE...a lot of people on separate occasions have recommended that one, and I think it's starting to awake my interest ^o^

Anna showed up (!!!!!) and we spoke for a while but I only got to see her once o''o
Linnish got to meet her and Emma thou' aaand she got a quick peek on my school =D

I saw the awesomest Lavi and Kanda at the convention *___* I swear to God. Me and Linnish were standing outside the game-room and talking when I suddenly hear myself think "Wuah, Lavi just walked by..." and then it clicks and I skip after them and I get to take a picture and compliment them on their BE-A-U-TI-FUL cosplay...Kanda even looks grumpy on the picture and he's facing away from Lavi XDD
CUUUTE!!

They had these Asian dolls there too...y'know those with the slightly creepy eyes and sinfully good clothes??
I want one of those *-* They cost a fortune though and I don't think I would be able to sleep with one of those in my room, especially not after watching a horror-movie...like Dolls...:s

And then there was Pictionary - I don't think I've ever laughed that much at Pictionary...ever. I'm thinking of redoing a real Pictionary into the version at the con XDD
So there were 3-4 teams and they took turns - when one in one group was up drawing, the rest of the group had roughly one minute to guess what it was before everyone was aloud to guess.
This one group - I think they were called "Group Tim without Tim" nearly killed us all - one from the team went up and stared at the whiteboard for a little while, trying to figure out how to best get the message across and he starts with two eyes - two short lines next to each other - and the other two start guessing;
"Two lines! Two lines!" or "Eyes! Eyes!"
The guy that's drawing draws this really funny head and the figure has like a really funny expression and the guesses keep coming;
"Eh-eh-egghead?" "Eh-slightly satisfied?" "Thanks for the food!" "Insert random yaoi-titel here that means slighlty-satisfied-thanks-for-the-food!" "Insert random jrock-titel here that means happy!"
And the guy erases his drawing and then the audience was aloud to take a guess and well, no one could figure it out, so the girl hosting the game said;
"Well...what he was trying to depict here was an orgasm..."
God, we laughed.
We laughed hard.
You should've seen the drawing.
That was some top-notch drawing right there.

Man there was so much more but I have to like totally do like the banana and split *_*

Mucho rabu~

~Nikki

Bloody hell @_@

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 07:15:16 GMT

I juuust scored 3.92 out of friggin 6 on a Jap.test - I am a shame to my family and I should dig myself a grave and lay there until the Reaper takes me away *___*

...well that was my first reaction to my results and then I realised that the reason for my oh-so-very impressive grade was because I misspelled certain things (I realized that after reading through the chapter in the book - maybe I should have done it earlier? -.-)

I also realized that I missed the test on chap 5 and I'm worried o''o, I'll have to ask my teacher if there's something I can do to make up for it or something :s
I need like, a paperbag...or Valium @_@

I'll redo the test on chap. 6 when I get home (we get 2 shots at each test, thank God)...I'll study on my way to school and on my way home - all in all it should be about 3hours of studying.

On other notes, I've been sick like a dog. But I'm fine now, which means that I have a crapload of things to do since I took a break from the world last week and now, I'm drowning o''o *blubb,blubb*

Ah, I'm gonna go to my first Yaoicon this weekend ^o^ A new friend of mine has organized it and I'm really looking forward to it. Linnish will go too - ojalas q no lleve su cuerpo postizo >.> - and that totally reminds me;

NOBUO UEMATSU's coming to Sweden @_________________@

There's gonna be a Final Fantasy concert on the 4th of december and I am sooo totally going, kyaaaa~ *dances*
It seems that there will be people from my class attending and I'm hoping to meet some people from high school (ohmigoddidIjustsaythat?@_@)
There will be a meet&greet and you better believe that I'll be meeting and greeting mr.NobuoUematsu von FF ^_____________^

Atashi must gooo~ or else I'll be late for school (again...)

~Nikki

is utterly heartbroken

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 04:36:31 GMT

Yesterday was intense. Like, really, really intense.

I finished Crisis Core and I was so not ready for the ending.

I faught the last boss thinking that I still had like lots of things left to do and suddenly the CG-movie shows up and I could just feel my heart skip a beat.

I'm not gonna spoil much but I have got to say that that was probably amongst the most saddest things I've seen in my soon to be 19 years on this Earth.
I cried like a baby and whoever got the idea to make the last battle a real last battle is one mad genius. Honestly.
It made my heart crumble and I wanted to win that battle so bad.

So once the game was over and me and my baby-brother had calmed down a bit, we talked for a while and I felt so sad. I was so very sad and I didn't want to cry anymore so I figured I could brainwash myself later by reading miko's "Too Good To Be True" or something...

I went to bed, started to read different drabbles while listening to "The Enchantress" (a ZackCloud-piano-theme) and I couldn't get the ending out of my head. And I started to cry again. I think I cried for nearly two hours before I heard that dad went out, so then I got out of my room and went to mom and she was like "God! What is it?"
I had told her when she got home that the game had been really sad, I would probably have cried then had the entire family not been up - but anyway, I told her what it was and I she comforted my for like one hour and a half.

I was trembling! Whenever I cry that much I tend to cut off my bloodstream to arms and legs and then I start to freeze ^^;;

I don't think I'll ever want to finish this game ever again. Maybe I'll play it up to the Nibelheim-incident but that's about as far as I'll go - the ending was really too much for me. I mean, I haven't cried that much since my first pet died or since the last time i saw "The last samurai" and not even then did I cry as much as I cried yesterday!

This game was awesome - there's nothing that could take that away, and it totally adds even more depth into the plot of FF7. The original game would probably slay me as it is now, knowing what happened before - knowing that in turn to survive, to be able to pull through after seeing his one and only friend die, he killed himself and became Zack.

There is only one way to describe what this game did to me;
It ripped my heart out, threw into a blender with rusty blades, mixed it with concentraded acid, froze it down, stomped on it until there only was ice-powder, danced on it and flushed it down the toilet.

I totally need something to cheer me up and so I will go and search for it.

~Nikki

"Sad, isn't it?"

Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:30:51 GMT

First off, I'm sorry I haven't replied to the comments given on the last entry, LJ has been eating my comments *_*

Secondly, I'm in a crappy, crappy, very crappy mood. But I'm also in a happy mood @_@
I dislike ambivalent states of mind. It's like going to a party and eat great food but mix too much and then end up feeling bad o''o

Nothing bad has happened! Or it has but not in real life XP

I'm in a crappy mood due to a certain anime I started to watch for reasons unknown - Death Note (yes, I'm slow)
I didn't pay it much attention when it first came out just because everyone were like "OMG!!DEATHNOTEFTW!!!111one" I usually stay away from things that are too popular, unless I get into it before it gets too famous.
Anyhoo, I had downloaded the first episode some time ago and I watched it and then I wanted to watch the rest and before I knew it I was stuck and L is sooo friggin cuuuuuuute!!!

Spoilers for Death Note ep 23+
Well the awful-episode made me cry, it totally did. It broke my heart and it made me cry.
The entire episode had this weird feeling to it. I had NO CLUE and I mean not even a shadow of a clue as to what would happen to L.
I was sure as hell that he would be there for the entire series and then continue showing up in the manga and that he would be there forever and ever and ever.
So when the episode starts with the church and the bells and the kids crying and L comes into Watari's room I get a feeling a sickness.
Like, something bad's gonna happen but I can't for the love of me figure out what it is.
And the roof-scene, wow, L luring Raito out on the roof was so adorable it hurt my heart. And I still couldn't figure out what was happening.
Then when they went in to dry themselves up and L wanted to give Raito a footmassage I squealed but it still hurt to see that and when Raito returned the gesture by helping L dry his hair, that made my heart hurt even more but I still couldn't figure out why the entire atmosphere was so suffocating.
Then L said "Sad, isn't it? We'll have to say farewell soon."
I swear, I still couldn't understand what he was doing. I think I was hoping that he was trying to get Raito fall into a trap or something.
And when everything started to go to hell, when Rem killed Watari. I mean that itself made me cry because I couldn't help but to think what that would do to L but when L starts to fall off his chair with that pained expression and Rem starts to fade away...
That's when I get it.
Raito runs up to him and holds him - and I'm hoping that L dying now would pop his over-sized head and let him touch ground again but Kira's the one looking down at L and I cried when L looks down and it seems like he sighs before he closes his eyes.
I don't think I've ever hated a character as much as I did right then. And I'm still hoping that L will come back or something - because as it is now I can't stand Kira - and Misa...my God, I've disliked her from the second she showed her face.
Get a friggin mind of your own, woman -_-;´
Bleh.

Thing is that I wanted to see the live-action movies, I like Tatsuya Fujiwara who plays the role of Raito.
I can't see myself hating anything Tatsuya. And man, this Raito is like over-the- top-psycho and Tatsuya just caaaan't be that evil!!! ;___;

Good news is that yesasia.com shipped by Crisis Core todaaay!! \(^_^)/
And I'm avoiding all and any possible spoilers now, I've seen most of the trailers (not the last one though) and now I'm just gonna be patient and wait for my copy, order Prozac and eat that as snacks while I play the game!
I'm starting to think that I'm trying to bum myself out on purpose >_>
I was thinking to myself that maybe I should watch something funny, like Rush Hour 3 but then I figured that Hiroyuki DIES in that bloody movie so I might as well watch "The Last Samurai" to cheer myself up -_-

The good ol' times <3

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 13:19:29 GMT

I was reading through old emails I got from a friend a looong time ago and man I miss those days.
I wonder what she's doing nowadays...I haven't seen nor heard from her but I guess that if I really want to know I could go over to her place and ask ^^;

It was amazing how much we could laugh when we hung out - the bad thing was that we took a shitload of energy from eachother so if we hung out too much we would come to need a vacation afterwards *sigh*

The person she's most similar to is my cousin Nataly - we have the same type of humor but I don't think I've EVER met ANYONE else who can trashtalk like my old friend, I friggin swear - we had the most vulgar way of speaking and it was so much fun XD
I remember the period we came to call "pipp-week" and man, we came up with the most disgusting game ever. After the first time my face was green of sickness XD
And we got all the more creative with the endearing insults, when I came home I was exhausted 'cause I had laughed so hard during the day ^-^;

I remember one time when we spent every weekend together during two months - it was January and February...we went to the theaters or just for a stroll in town, people thought we were drunk, that's how much we laughed and for some reason we could never walk straight...and she always used my pocket as a glove and complained about all the pieces of paper I had in there XD

I read a mail where she says that she hopes that we would stay friends forever and that was so cute *-*
What's cuter still is that one can clearly see the transition from "innocent girl in junior-high" to whatever we became later XDD

*sigh* I might check up on her but I don't know, maybe she's not the person she used to be - she did have quite a rough life and I don't know if that has changed her for better or worse :S I do miss her though.

Much love goes to Mojje El Bob-o, el Hulko te extraña <3

~chu

Aah, beautiful autumn days..

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 07:40:21 GMT

Oooiiiisuuu~!

University
It's been one hell of a week, classes at the Uni. began last week on Tuesday.
My major's Japanese ^w^ and wow, I was like @_@ all last week, I swear.
It all began on Tuesday, I was nervous and lost *_*
Stockholm's University is BIG and I got lost like 5 times in one day...the place that I go to is called "The Institution of Oriental-languages" and it's not in the main-campus...which I discovered a little too late.
However, I managed to get just in time for when everything started and the teachers introduced themselves; we were informed about books we had to buy, things we had to bring, and classes we had to go to etc etc.
My teacher in Japanese is probably one of the most awesome-est people I have ever met...ever.
I want to be his friend XDD

I've had classes in Japanese grammar, Japanese history, we watched a movie called Sansho the Bailiff and today I missed a lecture on the history of Japanese writing because the train-traffic was royally messed up.
The lecture began at nine and assuming that the train had gone when it was supposed to I would have gotten there just in time..but the train couldn't leave the platform because there was no electricity and the other option would have been taken the bus to Haninge and from there take a bus to Gullmarsplan and from there go back to Stockholm and from there take the subway into the Uni.
..and from there run to my facility....just in time for the last half-hour (if even that) of the lecture...

But that aside, I've made new acquaintances ^o^ The people in my class (those I've gotten to know better) are so cool *______*
We are 170 students in my class so I have some socializing to do....so far..I've gotten to know like...four..XD
First there's this guy whose name's Tobbe, he must be 25-30years old 'cause he has a masters in business-economics *__* He found it really funny that I had managed to get lost..and that I kinda said out loud that I thought that the place we were in was like a cute little village ^^;;
Then there's Carro, she's 28 and she's a student like me :D She looks like someone I've seen before but I can't remember where @_@
Then there's Sara, I met her yesterday, reaally awesome chick - she's 29 and she works as a game-programmer!!!!! How awesome is that?! *___*
She laughed cause I reacted like a kid when she told me what she worked as and she was like "It's funny 'cause many react like that when I tell them what I do but fact is that being a programmer is about as awesome as writing in Word"
XD yeaa' suuure
And then we have Camilla!! I know her from high-school, we went to Japanese class together and we spoke a lot so whenever I can I hang out with her...the things is that we don't go to the same group when the class is split up..we only see each other when the entire class goes to a lecture...which would have been today -.-

So, long story short..I am inlove with my University. I looked like I was seriously love-struck when I got to school. I would have looked love-struck on Thursday, Friday and yesterday but I caught a real bad cold :(
So I'm coughing and sneezing and I sound like I'm talking into a can o''o But oh well :P

Crisis Core <3
Squeenix has been releasing alot of CrisisCore-stuff lately managing to tear my heart out and throw it into a mixer with rusty blades >.>
There this video with Zack where he tries to confront Angeal but Genesis sticks his beautiful nose in and I think that I have never ever come to dislike anything Gackt-ish as much as I did in that video...he makes good evil...
SuzuKen is THE BOMB I mean WOW...in that vid..he just sounds so brutally confused and frustrated...that game's gonna be the end of me ;_; Honest.
According to crisiscore.net there has already been a review on it and it scored 8.5 if my memory serves me right...
The new trailer was like overkill, seriously, it's like they're in conspiracy with the anti-depressive-companies ;_;
I'm really looking forward to the game though..does that make me a sadomasochist?? ^^;;

Sakurai&SuzuKen

Oohh, I bought "Pick up Voice: Vol.3" and it's coming in a couple of days iihh, it has an interview with both Suzu and Sakurai *_* and the pictures are so puurtyy.
I wonder if there's gonna be any interviews concerning their parts in Crisis Core ^w^ I know there's an interview with Nomura talking about the seiyuus and other stuff...I need to learn how to read Japanese faaast o''o

~chu

XD

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 00:38:52 GMT

My God, what crazy lives we live.

And I need a brainwash.

And 24 hours extra per day - no, I don't go to Santiago for fresh air, stfu XDD

G'böy

Despair's Ray Conciertoo <3<3<3<3

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 22:36:42 GMT

YAAAAAAAAAIIII!!!

I just arrived from the Despie-concert, it was a bit crowded (veryy crowded) and there were a few inconsiderate jerks but WUAH they are so awesome!!
It didn't feel all too important to actually touch them during the concert since we (me, linnish and janne) went to the "Meet and Greet"-event at a club where I hugged Karyuu and greeted the others and Zero was SUCH a doll <3<3

And today we went to get their autographs before the concert and there we greeted them all again :D So yeah, my top-priority at the concert was to protect my baby-sister from the crazy jerks who banged their head like they had the entire place to themselves.
The songs were top-notch, their album is just WOW and the encore was pure classic.
There were downsides to all these pieces of heaven though. Yesterday we waited like two hours in line to be one of the first to get into the bar, today we went up early to get in line to the autograph-session (they were only signing for like an hour) and it started 13:00 and we were there 10:30. Afterwards we grabbed something to eat and headed directly to the line outside Fryshuset where the concert was to be held. We waited for nearly five hours in line, an hour inside for the concert to begin but so help me God I think I'm going to say that it was worth it. The good compensated the bad. Like those crazy head-bangers - there was this one girl, and she was -quite- large, I consider myself a slightly bigger girl but she was huge and hey, whatever makes you happy. My main concern was that she was standing in the middle of the crowd, it was hot as in the depths of hell, there was lack of water amongst the masses of people, the air was thick and the lightning-show was pretty massive so all the odds were pretty much against someone in her size.
And my baby-sister stood behind her so the very second I saw an opening infront of me I tucked my sister in and kept her pretty head from being hurt!
Much to everyone's surprise (please notice the sarcasm) half-way through the concert she collapsed and she almost squashed a little girl...people tried to move her away but she was way too heavy...she had to crawl out of the crowd herself cause the security didn't see her from where she was lying on the floor which was a shame cause she could have gotten really hurt.
Towards the ending things settled down a bit on our side and we could just enjoy the show; Despie played Reddish (RABUUU~) Garnet and I THINK (please linnish don't kill me) that the third song is called "mary of the blood" which by the way was
just love.
And just for the record; Zero is a real TEASE!! XDD He knows he's fine and we all know he uses it!

Speaking as one who is very much deprived of sleep and of energy I have to say that bed sounds like the bestest word on the planet right now and therefore I will end this entry and let the world know that Despie=Love!!

~Nikki

long time no see

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 23:34:01 GMT

Nikki: Goodness, how long has it been?? Six weeks?..isn't that like..two months??

Zuuchini:...pretty much.

Nikki: I said I was going to let him be in one of my entries...I feel so lonely sometimes when I write all by myself. He's Zuuchini. I have no clue as to why he spells it like that.

Zuuchini: Typos. My hands were cold that day.

Nikki: OK..>.>;; Yeah..well...um - yeah, that's right! I was going to write about stuff. Uhhm, I graduated high school! Yaaaiii for me!

Zuuchini: Yay! I did that two years ago.

Nikki: Not that we care since this is about me....

Zuuchini:...

Nikki: I haven't been home much. I've been out with Nallie like..constantly. And I've also been working.

Zuuchini: Suuure you have.

Nikki: I swear to God I have. It was a boring job but I got through. It was only for a day though. The rest of the summer will be all about fun..and stuff.

Zuuchini: I vote for a frappucino at the beach.

Nikki: I'm allergic to milk, I don't like the sun nor crowded places.

Zuuchini: How about collective suicide?

Nikki: Ha.Ha. You know I can't agree with that...I have Crisis Core to live for <3

Zuuchini:...point taken.

Nikki: ANYHOO, it's been fun so far. My job was at the Midsummer Latino Festival. I sat at the information stand with my cousin next to the condom tent were two turkish guys flirted with us and gave us a bag of condoms...they were not flavoured which they seemed to think of as a shame. They were cute...

Zuuchini: I have the urge to laugh at that.

Nikki: Then please do so. It was fun. And me and Nallie sang...alot. For some reason we began to sing on the theme for that old TV-series "Sweet Valley High" XD

Zuuchini: Oh my God. The one with the twins?

Nikki: Yeah. I don't know where it came from, all I know is that it did come and it came to stay. Even three days later the song's stuck to my head, amongst others.
There was another guy there who was selling tickets at the same entrance my sister was selling tickets and during one of the breaks I went there and I was like "Nee-chaaaan! Daijoubu?"..it was raining and I thought she might be cold and this guy goes like "You speak japanese?!" and I'm like "Uh,yeah. You?" and he goes like "Yeah! I studied japanese three years and I want to continue my studies!" and I'm like "NOWAIII!!!11" and he's like "YEAHWAIII!!!11" and it was totally awesome.

Zuuchini: XDD Man, I love the valley-girl-act.

Nikki: Yeah me too XDD.

Zuuchini: So, did he sizzle your bacon?

Nikki: I'm vegetarian. I don't eat bacon. But I get your point and I'll tell you this much...the guy wasn't really a....how to say this...a Sakurai?

Zuuchini: Uh...well...not many are...

Nikki: I knooow! ;__________;

Zuuchini:...

Nikki: Kidding! He wasn't gorgeous, but he wasn't repulsive either. He was like your average dude - I was simply compelled by the fact that I had stumbled upon a guy whose goal in life was to get his ass to Japan and be a Japan-o-maniac, y'know? I think I looked like a fish for the whole of 2 seconds.

Zuuchini: XDD

Nikki: *sigh* I dislike summer.

Zuuchini:....where did that come from? o_O

Nikki: My trail of thoughts are too long to explain...but it went something like this - fish - sea - bathing - beach - sun - summer.

Zuuchini: And why do you dislike summer? -.-

Nikki: Because people are strange during summer. They're like all mate-y and stuff. Almost desperate. It's like watching a documentary on Discovery Channel about the population growth on Earth. In detail. From the beginning. Animal-style.

Zuuchini: Eh?

Nikki: OK, example-time. Today, me and my sister went out to give away cloths we didn't use anymore and we decided to buy a litte groceries before going home. On our way home we went down a staircase where a couple of KIDS were sitting. Y'know, haning out. They were like, what, 12-13? And we're passing them by one this one boy tells another boy "Hey, look at the sexy ladies." O__O 13 years old man!

Zuuchini: Well it starts around that age.

Nikki: It shouldn't! They are 13! They should still be playing with ther ActionMan-dolls!!

Zuuchini: Are there really kids playing with those?? I never did.

Nikki: Actually, I've never seen a kid play with those...

Zuuchini: Yeah...you better wrap this up. I'm starting to feel like talking about myself.

Nikki: Yeah, I should. I'm starting to feel like fangirling.

Zuuchini: About?

Nikki: You really have to ask? FF7 of course. I've found some awesome fanfics and I think I might start writing myself. It's been a while.

Zuuchini: Ah! Right, FF7. I'm totally hooked on XII. You've played that?

Nikki: No, I haven't. I might buy it though. Word has it that it's a good game.

Zuuchini: Totally is. So what are you playing then?

Nikki: Soul Calibur, FF X-2, KH2...DDR and Eyetoy when in the mood.

Zuuchini: O_________________O You so don't seem like the type!

Nikki: I'm not sure whether to take that as an insult or a compliment.

Zuuchini: X-2? Really? Why X-2????

Nikki: Oh, you reacted to that. Uhm, it's a good game. Sure, it's girly as hell but y'know, gotta stay in touch with my über-girly side who still wants to be a princess and get an unicorn for her birthday.

Zuuchini: Priceless mental image XDD

Nikki: XP I'm planning to get FFX too but I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to cope with Tidus voice in english and although I need to practice my japanese skills as much as possible to be nearly fluent for Crisis Core, I don't think I have it in me to get FFX in japanese - I don't have that many braincells.

Zuuchini: You're so gonna miss out on an AWESOME game if you ditch it for the voiceacting you narrowminded mylittlepony!

Nikki: XDD OMG! You called me a MyLittlePony!!! I think my brain just broke a little!! XDD

Zuuchini: XD I thought you said your brain melted away when you saw those images of Sephiroth's seiyuu. And Sakurai in ultra-bishie-mode.

Nikki: waaaahhh *___________* I'm not worthy! Those pictures are so prettiful I could just roll over and die and then live and then turn into a puddle of goo and then freeze over and then die again.

Zuuchini: ^^;; okay.

Nikki: Dude, why are you even in here? You don't even have LJ....

Zuuchini: Because I'm bored out of my mind and I'm amused by the fact that you have a journal for all to see. But Dollface I have to do like the banana and split. It's getting late and I need my beauty-sleep and you blocking and unblocking me is messing up my old computer.

Nikki: XDD Best function MSN has!! I better go to sleep too. I think I have a long day tomorrow - I'm gonna make a pie!

Zuuchini: An apple-pie?

Nikki: No, a raspberry-pie *_*

Zuuchini: Okiedokie. Good night, mylittlepony.

Nikki: G'night, dr. Evil.

*yaaaaaaaaawn*

took me long enough to edit that >.>

~chu

...ouch >_

Mon, 14 May 2007 06:54:06 GMT

Shit.

I walked into the bathroom door and hit my head x______X

My lip's getting swollen ;___; and it hurts like hell and then some.

It's like I've been in a friggin fistfight...with my bathroomdoor!!!

Nikki needs icecubes. Pronto.

Ooowwww!

~Me

P:S I'm sure it must've looked funny as hell though XD I'm sucha clutz. I've been walking into tables all week...my legs were pretty much blue with bruises ^^;;; D:S

Squeenix Party ____

Sat, 12 May 2007 11:17:50 GMT

The mighty Squeenix is having a party as I write this!! A party!! In Japan! While I'm stuck here writing about it ;________;

Well, actually I should be doing my homework..but y'know, my priorities are all screwed up.

ANYWAY! Since I'm not here I have to at the very least keep myself informed and Holy there's so much new info *_*

Crisis Core will hit the streets for sale the 13th September this very year in Japan. Yes, I will import it and God knows that that game will be the end of Nikki as we know her. @_@

A new trailer was showed at the party with a HEARTBREAKING scene I've only read about!!

Apparently, there's the scene where Zack...dies...;___; Cloud's sitting down, completely gone as Zack gets shot and blood makes it to Cloud's face and suddenly his eyes turn normal just in time to see Zack die...and he screams.

Man, I read about it. And my heart's completely and utterly shattered! My eyes watered up and everything! o''o Imagine how royally messed up I'll be when I get to that part of the game...I'm so gonna cry...

Hell, I'll cry when I see -that- trailer!!!

giggle

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 22:13:19 GMT

Wah, I'm so very much inloooove..or that's what I'm feeling like ^o^

It's been crazy days; Friday was fun, I didn't go to school but my cousin called and lured me out XD I met up with her and Cynthia, we strolled around and we later met up with some "guy-friends" hihihi

It was a special day, I don't know if it's only a Swedish tradition but it's a day where the students in their final year of high school put their sailor-ish hats on as a pre-celebration of ending the obligatory torture that is school ^^;;

Anyhoo, we were invited to drink and we went to a pub (?) called SNAPS and we had a great time..we were all latinos and gaah, I rarely hang out with people who speak spanish nowadays so that alone was pure love. And there was this guy who told us about when he graduated and how thoroughly drunk he'd been and everything and there's just something about how latinos speak spanish that hit home and I felt this nice, warm feeling in my chest.

And no, it wasn't the alcohol XP

We were certainly NOT the only students there which made the atmosphere even more, inviting, perhaps? :D

I do have loads of homework left though *-* School's not over until the 5th of June.

Today I was led to the direction of one of the greatest ZackxCloud-stories I've ever read and wah so much love, so much love - "Too Good to be True" by miko_no_da
My heart's still running around somewhere...

They should make that fic into a movie or something 'cause GODDAUMN it's good.

I'm gonna be so broken after I'm through with Crisis Core ;__;

*yawn* I've been a good housewife today so I'm veri tired - which reminds me, today I found out that a friend of mine has gotten engaged O______O Fortunately there are no actual plans for a wedding and hopefully there will be no such thing in the coming future - she's 19 for Christ's sake! One should get a life before ruining it, I say. But she's happy with the engagement and so am I - still a bit chocked though - as long as they keep it real and don't rush into things I'll be cool :D

But it's cute though. They've been together for about a year and her boyfriend gets along with her dad =) That big ol' teddybear.

Chuu

~Nikki

MUCC consert ~ knocked me off my feet

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 07:50:22 GMT

Man, yesterday was so amaziiing!

I did a radioshow in the morning! Eep *_* I had a great time at school and afterwards
we had the MUCC concert coming <3<3<3

So, we (me, romi, linnish, janne, conny and matilda) stood in line for like two hours ~ and it started to rain a mix of water and snow!!!! And it got windy too! Needless to say, we were basically freezing our asses off out there, but HEY, what don't we do for our beloved jrock-stars :D

Anyhoo, we get in, we drop off our coats and umbrellas, take a look at the goodieshop (I bought their album gokusai which I'm totally loving btw)

Then it's time to mix with the people, we walk into the stageroom (I've been there before when BLOOD had their concert and took my jrockconcert-virginity ^o^)
The place was PACKED but somehow, my babysister managed to get us closer to stage and I could see them just fine from where I was standing *drool*

In the beginning there was this guy standing there and he told us about upcoming events; at first he mentioned some un-Japanese band that was coming, everyone kept their mouth shut in a slightly wtf-moment, the guy continued by mentioning Ayabie coming in May, they got alot of cheers (from me too ^o^) AND THEN the guy juuust says "7th August!" I SWEAR TO GOD (!!!) WE SCREAMED LIKE MANIACS!

It was a total uproar! The concert had barely started and I was already deaf XD
So, reason for us screaming our lungs off is because on the 7th of August, Dir En Grey will be stepping on Swedish ground and showing their Godlike-selves for us *_____________________*

Then after a little while, once we had calmed down a bit, MUCC came on stage...

I fell inlove with them, dude.

Seriously.

Not only are they mighty fine, their music is to die for. I mean I knew they were good, but you've seen/heard nothing until you've seen/heard them live! <3<3<3<3

I can't remember in which order the songs came, nor can I name all of them (*dies in shame*) but
Tatsuro (vo.) spoke a bit of Swedish with us and MYGOOOD he's so friggin adorable!!!!!

During one of his pauses, when he was speaking to us he began like "Yo!" and we screamed in reply and then he put his finger to his lips to shush us and we just shut our mouths and let the man speak, he said that he was glad to be there and that was followed up by another uproar XD
And then we started to scream "DAISUKI!" and he chuckled and said "Arigatoo" and we died in schmexy-overload and then he went "Hey!" and then this guy in the audience goes "Nanda?" and then Tatsuro laughed and iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih

After the concert we yelled for an encore and they came back on stage and sang a NEW song for us *_________* it was sooo prettiiful!!

And-and-and when they disappeared we started to scream after them again and after a while they came back on and Tatsuro said that it would be the last song for the evening and we went all "aaaaaaaaaaaaw" and then he lifted has arm up and held out his pinkie-finger and said "Yakusoku!" and many did the same (me included ^o^) and he said "I will be back soon!" and then we all just screamed with joy and then he asked if we wanted to sing with them and we said yeah and then they started to play this really adorable song and everyone was there like a 100%

It truly was a great concert *sigh*..I can't believe it ended..

So we got out, I bought my baby-sister a T-shirt and then we fangirled about the concert all the way back home and by the time we got home, the clock was about 00:40 ^o^
I was out late on a MONDAY!!!!! Nyaahahahahaha~

...I don't have much freedom, okay? XP

Rabu rabu

~Nikki