How is it possible to feel like you have a cronic fever?? I´m in Malaga right now, enjoying a two-week-long semester. Don´t know how that will work out seeing how the hotel I´m staying at has no Internet!!! *________* I´m downtown at an Internet Cafè.
I was actually looking foward to this trip. We decided to come here on Sunday and everything was fine and dandy until we got onto the plane!
They showed the saddest movie they could possibly show on an airplane aside from "The last samurai,"
They showed "Marley and Me" the one with Owen Wilson and the dog and Jennifer Aniston and GOOOOD it was so SAAAD!!!! I sat there CRYING!! And afterwards my head was about to explode and I couldn´t stop thinking about the movie and the dog and I just wanted to make the plane turn around back home so that I could snuggled with my cat ;____; and now I´m stuck here for two weeks....I hope I´ll shake this feeling off soon..stupid movie.
Had they shown AirCrashInvestigators I would not have had any problems at all, that´s a very interesting show and as sad as it is that planes crash it gets to me even more when stuff happens to a cute dog ;_____________;
To top things off I failed monumentally on two quizzes o´´o they´re not that important but still, I wanted top-score!
I have one left but I want to study to it before doing the test and then I also have to study Japanese liek whoa....

"Marely and me" is a movie you watch if you want to cry and feel miserable...me getting so caught up on it might also be because it´s about to be that time of month every woman has to go through but I think that despite that the movie was sad....

I´m hoping the Korean movie "Baby and me" is FUN because that´s what I´m going to watch a little later when I´m done walking aorund. Myuuup

BAAII

Be careful what you wish for - that's what they say and usually I keep that in mind when I wish for stuff but I never thought that me wanting to get my hands on more Sakurai-stuff would lead me to something traumatic >.>

As I was looking around on my f-list I saw this entry at the KKM-community and what do you know, there's a Sakurai-file up I hadn't seen before...it just so happens to be a H-scene with Saiga!!!!!!! I don't know why I'm being such a baby about it, I haven't even listened to it....I guess I find it more amusing than anything. It's like whatever cosmic power is watching us decided to slap me in the face XDD

Anyhoo, I think I want Souji to remain the girliest character I've heard her voice....and leave it at that XD;;

On another note, the European parliament enforced a law that forbids discrimination in working places. This has started speculations and maybe the Catholic church will have to accept female priests *_* I have my hands full with current projects so I don't have time to strive for that kind of career at the moment but I have always had a thing for biblical studies - and I also wanted to translate gospels that are still not translated and I also wanted to see the original gospels to read for myself what they were about....so I don't know...maybe in the future when I want to try something new :D

Gosh, what weird topics to smash in together under one post ^^;;;

I've fallen inlove and I've fallen hard *_*

Advent Children Complete blew me away. I had expectations for it but it took my expectations and ran away with it. The movie HURT, it was gruesome and bittersweet - it was very FF7ish.

I'm figuring Tetsuya wanted to make a tear-jerker after seeing what they could do with Crisis Core XD

But yeah, that's all I've got to say ATM....if you get the chance to watch ACC, take it! I LOVE IT!!!

Kyaaa~ I fangirled for like three hours XDD Bebe, lindo, IIIIH te voy a molestar con esto no se por cuanto tiempo!! XDD

<3<33<3<3<3<3<3

You're gone for a second and everything happens >.> Who knew Miyavi would tie the knot so early? And he has a visit from the stork scheduled in a couple of months too *_* I'm so not on top of things as I used to be :O

I went to a concert last Friday. I friggin' loved it! It was a Final Fantasy concert at KMH and although it wasn't up there with Distant Worlds it was still awesome. And the crowd was on fire that night XDD I met up with Bibi-chan (<3), I hadn't seen her in a while and Pandish was supposed to come but she had forgotten that she had already made a promise to another friend so she missed another FF-concert! *_*

I've been dying to read Heike Monogatari for a while now but I haven't been able to find the book yet and that sucks but in the meantime I'm reading about the Japanese Don Juan Genji...that's a man with serious problems where his snake is concerned, I tell ya. He's just spreading his seed all over Japan.

...I need more tiiime. Where does time go??? *goes back to study*

The last remnant >>>> they gave the prince a British accent X,D I'm amused....and you can't "kick ass" apparently...one kicks "tails" XDD

But the most amazing part...it has dual audio!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOJIIIKEEEN <3<3<3<3<3

*ded*

I just had a slightly heated conversation with a friend who was very upset because some doujinshi-maker (can't come up with a proper word ^^;;) recently decided to not sell her work to anyone in the US or Europe simply because someone put up one or two of her works on the Internet >.>;;

She (my friend) was rabbling about how evil that person was and that there was no respect and a whole lot of BS...the woman sells her stuff in China and no offense to Chinese people but the piracy-market isn't one of China's best kept secrets so I think it's pretty stupid of someone to think that their work would be protected from the means of the digital age and also ban two entire continets because of what ONE person did.

Not to mention that she too is violating copyright laws by using characters that don't belong to her without permission and making a name for herself using these characters - and then to have the nerv to get pissed off when her works end up on the Internet >.< She probably had Limewire running in the background while writing the statement on her blog!
And I don't care how accepted the entire doujinshi-market is in Japan, from a legal point of view it's illegal to use copyright-material without permission! - You can't be a pirate "sort of", if you enjoy the convinience of downloading then you should also be aware there is nothing holy for pirates!!!

*is very annoyed* >______

God knows I don't really have time for this now but I must write it down so that I can read about it when I'm old and bored XDD

Yesterday I hanged out with a couple of ma' boys - I figured that it had been a while and Alex (man, I know a lot of Alexs *______*) was dying to keep playing FF7 so there we sat, in front of the plasma-TV playing a PS1-game XD

Anyhoo, since I was sitting there with two manly men it didn't take long before the conversation slipped into the classical "Damn Tifa has a nice rack"....and no, we couldn't actually see her boobs in the game but both of them have seen AC...
I don't mind that at all - having a conversation about boobies that is, but here's the funny part - after a couple of comments Juan just had to say "Man, if I was Cloud I'd be all over that,"
I don't know how disgusted I must have looked but I looked disgusted enough for him to ask me what was wrong to which Alex laughed 'cause we've been through by OTP many times before XDD
I only asked him if he -really- wanted to know why Cloud wasn't all over "that" and he just yelled "No, man! C'mon! Don't make him gay!!"
XDD
But it's funny! Because I had his same reaction but to Cloud being all over Tifa, seriously, I get the beejeebes just writing about it! XDD And I thought to myself that maybe it was weird to get wigged out...but now it's like a normal reaction. I was hanging at a ff-forum the other day to see if there were any juicy news from Squeenix and well, there's going to be an OVA about Denzel and there was a dude saying that he was hoping for some CloTi-moments and my brain went immediatly "OH MY GOD NO!!"

So, after a moment, Juan gave and asked me to tell him why Cloud wasn't being a manly man and then I "opened" his eyes to something we fangirls noticed a long time ago - Cloud's toast is buttered on the other side XDD
Juan's answer to that was, "What about Aeris then?"......if Cloti wiggs me out....even before my brain was completely corrupted, even when I first played the game I failed to see/feel any romantic vibes between them...Aeris is like Cloud's mom for god's sake *shivers*

It's kinda amazing how fascinated he seemed afterwards though....I pulled out my PSP to show him scenes from Crisis Core and even though he was still disturbed by the thought that Cloud might like 'em on his own team, he did admit that it would explain a lot XDD

Wah, look at the time - *runs like the wind*

~rabu

		I will marry Suzumura Keichi.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Paris in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 6 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue Volkswagen Bubble.
		I will spend my days as a Translator, and live happily ever after.

Ugh, I thought that taking it easy this semester meant that I would be taking it easy but geez, there has barely been enough time to take a breather *_* Classes don't start 'til the 13th and I'm longing for it ~ being in school means that I don't have to completely grow up.
My baby-brother asked me the other day what I've been up to lately and I told him that I had been at different meetings, been making calls, taking my cat to the vet, cleaning, cooking and studying a little on my own and his respond to that is, "Wow, so you're an adult now?"
Gaah!! I felt my throat closing up at the thought @.@...

On another note, and it has to be quick, I must finish watching Fullmetal *___* It's so bloody good! And there's a movie I must see! And oh (!!!) there's a second season coming in April <3<3<3

I have a course on 7.5 points that I thought would be entertaining and it sort of is, sometimes. "Anime and Manga" it's called, so for someone like me, it should be entertaining.....

My two teachers in that subject have got to be the greatest NERDS to EVER walk the surface of this earth!! JESUS!
The brown-haired one (there's a blond one too) must really be deeply in love with his own voice, 'cause the man doesn't even stop for air to tell us how bloody amazing a shooting game done by another otaku is, and I must point out that this absolutely AMAZING game that has no equal in greatness in this dimension is a shooting game where your ship is a little square that has to dodge a CRAPLOAD of shiny things that could cause some serious brain damage.

Please do note the sarcasm.

Today was almost unbearable, one because I was tired beyond comprehension and two because the man really walks on my last nerve *___*

The first two hours we spent watching shoujo anime - that was actually quite interesting, I don't watch shoujo anime because it's really not my cup of tea - girls with bright futures panting after their love interest that treats them like crap most of the time in order to pursue their own dreams and BLUH...but these were actually good @___@ For every ten borderline-torture-crap they force us to see, there is three good series we're forced to see; today was KareKano, Utena (no I hadn't seen that one), something yama Doremi and Skip Beat (omg, Konishi Katsuyuki *_*).

After a two hour break we had another lecture where the brown-haired dude was going to speak about "contemporary shoujo" for two hours and my God and his dearest mother, how he can speak about shoujo anime from the early 80's so unbelievably passionately is beyond me, but when he starts to take it out on our break....he wanted to start a discussion, he wanted us to analyze the anime "Creamy Mami"

YES, CREAMY MAMI, that's the name of the bloody series - an anime with about as much substance as the name it entitles.

But ugh, that wasn't why I came here XDD;;; Or it was, but I have to write this down too....

I have noticed that in almost every anime series Miyano Mamoru voices a character; his character treats his girl like crap ^^;;; Well, not in Ouran, but this is the second time XDD;;
And FukuJun...I have nothing against the man, but he has a spot in basically every anime/cddrama-related thing coming out, I mean, he's showing up in my soup.
My problem is that he sounds JUST like my cousin - they have the same identical laugh *_* It's annoying like hell - in SWITCH for example, I thought Suzu was going to be Sakurai's partner, but no, that's FukuJun. I recently started to listen to DOLLS and lo' and behold the man's there too, I was listening to Yashikute Toge Ga Aru Dangerous and eff me, he's there too!!

And IIIH, NojiKen voices the main character in the Last Remnant <3<3<3 oooh, it's gotta come out to the PS3 already!!

This is the first break I've had in a couple of weeks ~ it's only five weeks left for the big test and studying is basically all there is time for ^^;;

I don't want this semester to end. I hate the end of each semester - you never know where people might go after the course is complete and I know that I'll miss everyone in my class, even during the holidays.

So far I know of two who'll continue with something else and God, I think I'll miss seeing their faces, hearing their voices, I'll miss fangirling over Final Fantasy during the breaks or just speak about random stuff.

Christian is one of them, he's going either to the States or England to pursue his dream to be an English teacher in Japan. Jonas wants to either continue with his English courses or computer programming.

Dante and Fredrik are going to Japan for the next semester, and I'm sure it'll feel empty in the classroom without them there, answering every question the teacher asks XD

I sincerely hope Zef and Sebastian stays *_*, the students who went to Japan this semester might return for another term but I only know one of those students and I'm not sure he'd return, he was fluent in Japanese already ^^;;

Victor's going to stay, he's really good and fun :D I haven't asked the others what they're planning for the next term but I hope they plan to stay here and have nervous breakdowns' right before every conversation-class, or whine about the speeches we have to write even if there really is no topic that doesn't require three hours by a dictionary, or even laugh at Ulla's silly jokes.

This past year has been so intense and the people I've met are so amazing that there really is no way not to be inspired by their tales and experience, their dreams and hopes for the future - I've never met so many people with so much ambition before and this makes me feel so alive.

I admire these people, and I hope that in the future I can be like them, I also hope that in the future they'll form some part of my life; whether it may be professional or personal.

I've always thought that getting attached to people is a very silly thing to do, and yet I still do it... I guess I like being silly ^_____^

ロルプレイ

N；6日6月かぐらとかぐらの友達トムトムはびちゃんの誕生日パーティに来ました。

かぐら；トムトム、早く！もう、来た！
始まったのかしら。。。
＊ ピンポン＊
びちゃん；今日は！
かぐら；おめでとうお誕生日、びちゃん！遅かった、ごめんね。
びちゃん；いいんです。お入りください。
トムトム/かぐら；おじゃまします！
かぐら；びちゃん、こちらはトムトム。南アフリカから東京来た。すごくとおいでしょう？
びちゃん；始めまして。みやびと申します。よろしくお願いします。
トムトム；
かぐら；あっ、プレセントを持って来た。
みんなは？
びちゃん；
かぐら；まだこないか？
びちゃん；どうぞ足をくずして、お楽にしてください。
かぐら；びちゃん、安心していいわよ。私達だけなんですから。
あっ、びちゃん、私に助かせて。
うわ、重い。
トムトム；
かぐら；いい　－　＊プレセントをおとして＊　しまった。。。
びちゃん；何があったんですか？私のきれいなプレセントがこわれたの？
かぐら；そんなことないわ、みて。。。＊はこを開けて、プレセントを出て＊
あの。。。トムトム、何ですか、これは？
トムトム；PS3でした。

びちゃん；えぇ？！
かぐら；うそ！これですか？
トムトム；
びちゃん；
かぐら；びちゃん、ごめん！

N;　かぐらとトムトムはいっしょに電気屋に帰りました。そのあいだにびちゃんがうちでまっていました。
かわいそうトムトムはかぐらのつきせぬしつこいを我慢しなければならなかった。

かぐら；どうしてそんな高くて、重いなプレセントを買うちゃったの、トムトム？
「むりしないでと言ったんでしょう？
うわ、びちゃんは私のことにおこっている、こんなことのおかげで、トムトム！
店員；よ、いらっしゃいませ！何おさがしですか、おきゃくさま？
トムトム；
店員；そうですか、そうですか。えと、これはなんでしたか？
トムトム；
店員；うわ、まあ、取り替えてもいいんですよ。おまちくださいませ、おなじ色がほしいんですか？
トムトム；えと。。。
かぐら；ピンクのPS3がありますか？
店員；あれ？
トムトム；はい、くろいPS3をください。
かぐら；でも、トムトム！いいわよ。びちゃんは女の人ですから。私を信じて、ね。
てんいん；じゃ、ピンクですか？
トムトム；いいえ、くろいPS3をください。
かぐら；ひどい。
店員；
トムトム；
店員；
トムトム；
N;　かぐらとトムトムはびちゃんのうちに行きました。かぐらはプレセントを運びたかったが、トムトムそんあこと許可されません。

Facebook has got to be the creepiest thing on the internet right up there with Google.
I mean, you're just one click away from being found, no matter where on the planet your are.

I was just added by a teacher I haven't seen in five years. That's a lifetime for some people!

On another note, you don't Google people, ever. There are just some things that weren't meant to be found out, not in this life or next life...Googling people is worse than reading people's diaries. Much, much worse with fudge and cream and a little cherry on top.

An image of Hitler on Santa's lap is right in comparison.

And this weekend, yeah, it was nothing like I planned. Nothing. It was like the opposite of the plan. This weekend took my plan and crapped all over it with no shame or hesitation. It was almost like the weekend looked at me and said "What do you mean 'plan'? Plan cannot be found at Google. Weekend does not compute."

It was fun though. I'm close to having a panic-attack now but during the weekend itself it was fun.

The best thing now would be if I just skipped this whole sleeping-phase and jumped right into Monday. I sort of finished my lines for the roleplay that's due either on Tuesday or Thursday and the plan I had to come up with stuff for the debate? Yeah, it's right beneath the pile of crap Weekend let out when I first introduced the Plan.

WHY is the day only 24 hours long??? Where does time go??? Why cannot I go to the bin and Restore the time-files in there???

BLURB!

I should be studying, I have Eiko first thing in the morning tomorrow so, yeah, studying should be the priority but at this moment I don't think I care that I'll get my head chopped off XDD;;;

So much happened this weekend *_* I don't understand how three days can contain so much and yet so little *_*
Last Friday I hung out with my girls, we took the party to Emma's mansion and then we moved it to Huddinge.
I was tired like whoa though, and after that I had a another party and I was saying that there was no way in hell that I would last that long, but I did @.@

I went to Älvsjö, where I was picked up, fixed up and I had a friggin blast. All I have to say is that I'm currently in love with the song "Smooth".
That's the kind of song that would definitely be the culprit in "reckless acting" when you dance to it with someone ;)

I also discovered that mixing sake with coca cola makes chicha :D So, if you come to a point where you no longer remember how many glasses of that mix you've drunk, then you better stop immediately. They don't say "You don't know what chicha you've gotten drunk with" for nothing....sounds better and more threatening in Spanish fyi :P

My cousin had it rough though, her parents are splitting up and her dad seems to have taken some rather drastic measures o''o I should call her and take her out, her birthday's coming up too so the atmosphere won't be at its best =(

On Saturday I was dragged out for dinner, I was surprisingly energetic though. My baby-brother wanted some quality time so we went to the city and shopped a little.
I bought a novel called "Immoral darkness"...yeah, not really what I thought it was gonna be; I was expecting angst a la "Gentle Cage" but how to say, it's a bit less romantic in its story-telling ^^;;;;

Emma lent me "Ai no Kusabi" the other day and I started to read the first pages of the first book but I'm not sure that it's my cup of tea *_* I'll read into it more and see if it changes, but I don't know...
Reading cuts into my sleeping-time *_* Normally I go to bed around 10 but sometimes I stay up a bit more to continue interesting conversations, watch movies and such and once I'm in bed it's around 11 and then I read 'til 1 and sleep for like six hours or so @.@

Time's gonna even be more tight in the future with all the friggin games Square's releasing to make up for the back stab they pulled at the E3. And ACC <3<3<3<3<3 That's in Mars next year but still *drools*

Glhurb, now I'm off to buy another time-consuming game, BUZZ!!! XDD I'm not kidding about the game and I'm hoping I'm kidding about the time-consuming part @.@

xoxox

Nikki

提案

大学を環境に優しい場所にしましょう！

現在世界の大問題は地球温暖化です。

私たちは大学生なんですから、もっと責任を持たないければならない負うべまだと思います。

ストックホルムの大学では五万人の大学生が勉強しています、世界の人口に比べるとストックホルムの大学生は
少ないですが、がんばれば、いいモデルになれると思います。

1972年ストックホルムで初の地球温暖化の会議が開かれ会議がここで始まったように、もう一度ここから環境に優しい所を世界に示すことができます。

ちさいなことをするだけでいいんです；使ってないコンピューターを消すとか、ゴミを振り分けるとか、誰もいない部屋の電気を消すとか、車のかわりバスと電車を使うとかは出来ると思います。

電車/バスのきっぷはすごく高いですが、我慢してください。

何時か世界の果てがくるはずです、そのことはよく分かっています。

地球温暖化の所為で地球がおわれるかもしれません。その前にすい星とあらそって終われるかもしれません。

どんなことになるか、分かりません。

みなさんの為、そして未来の世の為に環境に優しくしましょう!

*_* First day in school and I'm panicing!! We have Eiko-sensei tomorrow and as much as I like the woman she ties all my nervs into one giant knot right beside my heart...and we have homework *_* I thought, well, it's the first day so we might take it easy, all the crap will surely come the second day ~ which it sort of does but still kind of doesn't @.@
Annish wasn't here today so I'm figuring that she got into psychology :D Gah, I haven't been by the computer in like forever!! Summer took all my time away, I'm not even sure I had vacation *.*
I should be finishing my homework but I have to vent a little before I do anything else. We have a small test this week, kanji test...I have forgotten what that is ~ sort of :P Man, I love to exaggerate ^w^
Today's class started at 09:00 and we had a tiny introduction and then we proceeded with learning stuff, no time to lose *___*
We're a rather small group, I'm not sure if everyone with intention to attend were attending, but we were approximately ten people in the room, only one other girl beside me.........@.@ It's gonna be first-year-of-high-school all over again, dudes as far as the eye can see. I wonder if Matilda got in *-*...that I must find out. I'm guessing that there is quite a load of people in Japanese 1, people disappear as time goes by.
In my group (the morning-group) was a group of approx. 50, the group in the afternoon had more students, all in all we were 175 students in the Japanese course (first semester) in the second semester I think we were about 150-something all in all...and now, wow...um, not more than 60, I guess...and I think I'm being generous with the numbers now.

I'm hoping and crossing my fingers that Emma is still here *__* I think that Lina's still here...or maybe she went to Japan?...or was that next semester? Hmm..
Anyhoo, I want someone to study with o'-'o
And also, I've come up with a new study-plan when I'm studying at home (and maybe in school too, I haven't decided yet) I'll have someone cross-exam me on glossary and kanji while I'm jumping with a jump-rope, not sure what it's called in english. For each wrong I'll have to do something that will induce some form of pain...like adding weight to my legs, or having to jump 30 times with one foot with extra weight ^o^ That's gonna be so awesome :D

Time to study!!...I don't want to be completely clueless on Eiko's class tomorrow :S

I'm using my PSP to write this @.@
It's my first time doing this so we'll see how it goes :P
It's almost like writing on a cellphone.
On a completly different note, school's only a few days away and I'm excited I think *_*
Eep!

Abow, Square pulled one hell of a backstab at the Microsoft conference the other day @.@
FFXII is no longer a PS3-exclusive, it will also be released for xbox360 (-.-) in the west (it will be released exclusively for PS3 in Japan seeing that the Japanese gamers ain't feeling xbox at all...)

We stared at the computer screen a couple of minutes in complete grossified awe when this dude came out at the end of the conference showing the FFXIII trailer looking all happy and stuff, it was kinda funny when you think about it.
We were five people sitting around the computer and we all went "No ****ing way..." as we watched the trailer - I could only describe it as public humiliation for Sony...like seeing how Sony walks in on Square and Microsoft in bed...and then stand there in the tense and awkward atmosphere @___@

According to an interview with Kitase and Hashimoto FFversusXIII is still exclusive to the PS3 but yknow, so was 13 until very recently (-.-)

My God, the world is no longer what it used to be.

First time in a while that I have time to spare @.@

We just got back home from the MIYAVI-CONCERT!!!!! God, I'm so beat!! The concert was bloody awesome - awesome in a cookiejar <3<3<3 The crowd was a little rough at the beginning but we managed - my sister got to TOUCH the man *______________* She was so friggin hyped, she adores him and worships him like a God!!

Annish met up with us there, we saw Emmish and Jessica and Lina ^o^ Gaahhh, I can't believe the concert's over ;_;
The day has revolved around the concert today, we got up at 7 (in the morning) went to the gym, got home, ate breakfast, got ready to go, went, got in line around 2 and waited 'til 7:30 (evening) to get in, concert started at 8:30, we rocked 'til we nearly dropped for about two hours and a half, and then the trip home - tomorrow's gonna be one of 'em lazy days, I think :P

The trip to Spain was a blast - I can't believe how fast the week there went, but still we managed to do a crapload of stuff - we climbed up a mountain in 40 degrees Celsius *_*, we took a boat around a smaller part of the Mediterranean, we we're out in bars watching the football-games and dancing (met a hilarious English-dude there XDD) we hanged at the beach, went on shopping sprees...ouf - more intersting stuff; besides the English-dude, who btw was so out there I nearly died laughing, we made friends with an awesome Indian dude and another English-guy who my brother nearly beat in pool and a group of Spanish-people in one of our more regular hang-out-places "Arenas" :D

Ok, so I have to tell about the first English-guy - all the bars/restaurants in Alicante that are by the sea have no "entrance-wall", it's all out in the open. So we were walking down the street and it was pretty late - around 2-2:30 in the morning - and we hear someone singing karaoke in one bar and it's a romantic angsty ballad and we see this guy dancing like crazy to the song and he spots us and he comes running out, jumping right in front of me and he his this wicked smile and he goes like,
"Hey, you ready for this?" and I'm like, "What?" and he says, "This. Ready or not here it comes," and the other dude in the bar comes to the high notes in the song and this English dude rocks on with everything he's got and I can only laugh 'cause it looked so out of place XDD
We talked a bit - he really is an awesome guy, Mike was his name - I'm glad I remembered XP

As it seems now, I might have a week or so to chill at home before going to Finland on one of those cruisers ^w^ Crisis Core in English came the other day so I have something to do while resting XP Plus I have that Crazy-Rabbits-Game to finish and I'm curious about FF10 *-*

~::~::~::~::~MYVROCKZZ~::~::~::~::~

<3<3<3<3

~Nikki

PS: Passed all the tests I had to pass GYAAH! D:S

Gods, the day's first break is here and I need to vent a little *-*

I've been studying like there was a test tomorrow @.@ Almost a month raw studying from dusk 'til dawn and I can only hope that the test that I actually do have tomorrow goes in favor for my future :D

At the moment am in Lantis, in one of the computer-rooms in campus and I must say that it smells like someone died in here *___* and I can't find a window that can be opened. So I'm breathing into my clothes and hope to God that the smell won't tear my brain apart so that all the info I have stored goes lost o''o

I wrote my first academic essay last week, I'm hoping that I'll pass @.@ and after the test tomorrow I'll go to Spain to chill for a week and once I get home we'll probably go to Finland and hang there for a while and after that (!!!!) it's Miyavi-time!!!!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Looking forward to it!

Yesterday me and my brother watched Cold Case and wow, I was almost moved to tears - I mean it was so UNFAIR!!! It was about this Japanese family that lived in the States during the world war and how after they were released from the camps had to deal with not only the death of their son that died for a country he hated (the US) but also with the murder of the father of the family only a couple of days upon release.
After that we saw a documentary-ish movie about the climate problem and how it could end up if we don't do something soon; and I decided that it's time to make some serious changes - in my life that is.
I am kind of doing what I can at the moment; I don't eat meat, the fish I eat comes from Sweden so it doesn't have to use much transport, in my family we separate the trash, we don't have a car, we don't travel by airplane (we will now on Wednesday though, for the second time in our lives so...yeah, not much) we usually don't go by bus either, if we're going a distance we can walk, we walk - what we have to do is to not use so much electricity. Our computer is almost on entire days, sometimes the TV is on when no one is looking, we have to get better on not turning on lights we don't use - but we're getting there.
So the movie was indeed very inspirational.

Buuut breaktime's over now, back to studying!!

xoxo

Nikki